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Saturday, September 16, 2006
Got very drunk last night. Only then am I an interesting person.
I pretty much can't do anything with pictures. I'm really a little upset. Like, I can't do anything and it sucks. Kind of hate life right now. HOWEVER, someone expressed interest in my old laptop. There may be hope! Let's cross our fingers, shall we?
I suppose I should do my homework. Sounds good.
4:31 PM
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
I have decided!
This is my decision: I don't post here much anymore, which is a shame, because this is mucho super prettier than my myspace blog... So, I'm thinking about linking this to my website, and making this kind of an update/fun stuff blog that goes along with deliciousness.net. I'd ask what you guys think, but I have a feeling no one reads this anymore...
6:55 PM
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Friday, September 08, 2006
I got a new computer! .. at a great cost. I'm one thousand in the hole now (goody goody) and I don't have photoshop anymore! NOOOO! I am SO lost, SO INCREDIBLY LOST... Which means that this layout is not going to change until I can get some sort of image editing program. I'm trying to sell my old laptop so that I can get enough money to buy the adobe design suite. I found a place that sells them for a pretty good price.
Okay, so I'm trying to put this up on amazon or ebay, but until then, if someone wants to buy an ibook-- here's the info:
Processor: 1.2 GHz PowerPC G4
Memory: 768 MB DDR SDRAM
Operating System: Mac OS X 10.3.9 Jaguar
Hard Drive: 60 GB
Combo Drive (reads DVDs, reads & burns music/data)
Built-in AirPort Extreme (wireless connection)
I'm including all of the cords and software that came with it: the PC adaptor, the power cords, the phone cord, the jaguar installation cds, and the instruction books.
If you buy the ibook from me before I put it up on amazon or ebay, I'm only going to erase my files, not my programs. In other words, you are getting adobe design suite cs: photoshop, illustrator, GoLive, InDesign, and Version Cue. ALSO you will get Microsoft Office 2004 (student/teacher edition), and some other little programs like cyberduck (ftp program) and such. C'mon, guys. That's like... over $2000 worth of programs. Not to mention, that I paid extra when I got the ibook so there's extra ram and double the amount of hard drive space than the normal ibooks.
There's only one thing wrong with my computer: it's LCD screen needs to be replaced. It works, but it's so dim that you can't see anything without a bright light shining directly on the screen, and even then it's really hard to make out. Well, the screen, and I suppose the outside top of the ibook is a little scratched. But that's nothing.
And THIS is why I'm selling the ibook for a measley $500. Because when you buy it, you'll have to replace the screen, and that will cost quite a bit of money. My advice: don't let Apple try to sell you another screen for $800. Go someplace else (like Computers Plus) and get them to do it. They'll charge at least half of that. Anyway, so if you get this computer (which I originally bought for $1200) and get a new screen, you are basically getting what would cost $3200 for $900. That's less than half, folks.
So basically, help me pay for college? Anyway, once I get it up on amazon/ebayland, I am clearing everything and selling it with just the stuff that came on it originally. And I'm not lowering the price.
Please please please contact me ASAP if you're interested, because I would much rather sell it to a friend than a stranger. That, and I want whoever buys it to get all the cool programs. So. yeah. Email me: ash@deliciousness.net, or call me if you have my number.
3:40 PM
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
Pirates of the Caribbean was wonderful. Everyone should go see it.
I have been working on a cabaret show of my own for a month or so now, and I was jsut finishing up the script when I realized that it's not what I want. Well, it is, but it isn't. I know that Michael wanted me to write a one-woman show for myself. And I did, but when I read over it, I felt like it came off as super self-absorbed. So, after careful consideration, I think I'm going to keep the idea of a cabaret show and re-write it to fit two people. It will be a two-woman-plus-company show. I think. If we can get it written in time. I'm scared that it won't go through, and that's bad because I've already started making plans with Civic Theatre... I have to do this. I told myself I would, and I will.
Even if it means I have to dissapear completely for a while. Oh, the woes of Ashley Frary's social life.
Sigh.
1:21 AM
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
So um. Hm. Made out with Gabe last night.
Not that making out with people when I'm under the influence is abnormal for me or anything, but it was GABE. You know, the guy I thought was obnoxious? (Not that I think I've EVER mentioned him here before, but that's because I simply don't know him well enough to make him worth my time.. until now, I suppose.)
I guess it's a shock because he was sraight. I mean I've kissed staight men before. And by that I'm pretty sure that every time I've done something (besides that stage incident) it was because of a dare or a picture or to annoy people.. It wasn't because we wanted each other. It was for effect, which in turn made the experience nothing but a lot of wet mouths and tongue-- not really exciting. Just there.
And quite honestly, that's the situation that last night began in... It just ended a lot more passionate. I was so surprised that I was able to turn anyone on, alchohol or not. I mean, I'm simply not attractive enough (and I'm not saying that for sympathy or pity points, nor am dI fishing for complements. It's a effing fact, and if you are truly honest, you'll agree with me). Not only did I accomplish attracting the opposite sex, but it also someone with the kind of person that could easily have his own enormous pick of girls.
And then, today when I had better control of my senses, it became very clear that it was just like all the others: very drunk, very short, and very shallow.
I would have been stupid to expect any more.
1:08 AM
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Friday, June 16, 2006
Well. Drama has hit the Frary house again. (and of course that's the only time I ever seem to think of posting...)
So, Mom was really just... making an ass of herself, to put it nicely. She just refused to trust me with anything and she would yell at me for stupid little things that shouldn't matter at all. I finally got sick of it when she tried to blackmail me with my car and my checkbook. I'm not going into details, but I was furious, so I left. I took my stuff and filled my car, and I told her that I wouldn't come home until she decides to show me some respect.
Well, as soon I left the house that night, with no hope of return (she took my key), I regretted that instantly. If you know me well enough, you know that I get terribly homesick very quickly. I'm not sure why. I just miss having my own bed and room to be in at the end of the day. Anyways, I've been sleeping (quite miserably) at various place for the past three nights. I was running out of choices today though, and was about to just screw it and sleep in my car, when my mom called. She cried and apologized. It was probably the most sincere thing I've ever heard her say, and I was very moved, so I came back home. I think maybe things will be different now. According to my grandma, mom had been worried sick about me the whole time and couldn't sleep at all the first night.
Ironically, neither could I.
I'm glad to be home again. I know I must sound really silly-- after all, I was gone for a total of four days... it's not like I have left for huge amount of time... But staying away from home, and knowing why I couldn't go back, and not knowing where I was going to sleep each night... it was very stressful. And it got really depressing. Try it sometime; it really makes you appriciate having a place to go home to.
11:59 PM
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Monday, June 12, 2006
blah.
I'd rant about my mother, but it's been done. I'll be glad to get away from her again this fall.
I'm really very sad about leaving everyone else. I'm going to be leaving so much behind... Sigh.
Subject change-- For those of you who insist on commenting continuously on my weight, I'll have you know that I am trying to lose. Also, I would like to point out that I see myself every day in the mirror, and that is good enough. I don't need you to remind me how round I look every time I am with you.
In fact, this year I was just beginning to be content with my appearance...
That is, until I moved back home.
12:21 AM
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
I'm pretty sure that most everyone has deserted this place... Well, almost. (I think I get comments on my tagboard more often than I post).
Well, it's been busy, as usual. College is a little crazy (well, for me anyway). And I'm transferring to another more intense program next year, so it's going to be even crazier. I'm really excited though. I'm actually up at Decatur right now; I'm registering for classes tomorrow.
..which, actually, I'm kind of worried about. I'm pretty sure that my mother is going to insist on coming in with me when I meet my advisor, and that's always a... difficult thing to deal with. She still hasn't grasped that I'm perfectly capable of making my decisions. She's still in grade-school-ashley mode, where I'm still naive and uninformed and slow. For example-- she didn't remember her way around Decatur, and we were trying to find our hotel. She yelled and yelled at me that I was leading us into the middle of nowhere and I didn't know anything about directions... that is, until she realized that we were pulling into the driveway at the hotel. And then I didn't even get a thank-you.
I know I'm not the wisest person in the world, but jeez. Can't she trust me just a little?
ugh. Five hours in the car with her and grandma. Not that I don't like traveling with grandma... but when she's around mom... well, they get into a lot. It's always very stressful being in the car with them. (It's bad enough just being with mom-- there's only so much I can take with her...)
Yes, I know you're reading this, Kelley. Hi.
I still can't believe I've made it. I'm actually chasing my dreams. Can you imagine? AHH! I'm so excited!!
11:17 PM
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
I almost forgot this existed...
I really need to change this layout. It looks terrible on firefox. >__o;;
It' summer! woot woot! I think I'm going to clean this place up and such...
2:47 PM
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
Mandi, it's official. Someone beat you at being dramatic.
Meet the new drama-queen of the century--
Sarah Heater
(aka my roommate that will literally drive me mad if she keeps this up for the rest of the semester.)
(aka help me.)
11:44 PM
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